He said I must make love to his dog, before he can marry me

You can only judge me if you are pure. My parents got a computer in late nineties when I was 13. I started going into Yahoo chat rooms and goofing off. Eventually went into the sex chat rooms, mainly because I was curious. I got lots of messages because of my age and lots of cyber sex.

My parents were separate, that I had to take care of myself. My mothers money was not enough to take care of my needs and education. My mother has another man she calls her husband, although jobless, so i will refer to them as my parents, but they were actually not helping me out really.

I would get all horny and try and masturbate but never orgasmed. I didn't understand my anatomy well enough to rub my clit. Sometime in 1999 I agreed to let a 40 year old guy come to my house in the middle of the night. My room was in the basement and my parents on the top level.

 Thinking back I can't believe I risked being caught. Anyway I had been chatting with the 40 year old for a few weeks and he promised to get me off. He came over at 2am on a Friday night. He was a good looking guy, didn't look like a creeper or anything. I met him outside and let him in. We talked for a few minutes and then started drinking the Zimas he brought over. My clothes were off pretty quick. He went down on me and then we made out. I was a virgin but it didn't hurt, all the failed masturbating I guess. He loved my body, my barely there breasts, it was wonderful to be wanted. 

I didn't have many friends, boys who liked me. He fucked me again that night and then ate me out afterwards until I came. I wasn't expecting it since he was working on my clit and I didn't know that was a pleasure spot.

He was married but asked if he could come back, he'd pay me he said.I wanted money for new clothes. I wanted so badly to fit in. I agreed. I allowed so many men to fuck me. They'd pick me up around the corner from my house and take me to their house or hotels. It went on for about 2 years. I made thousands. A condom broke and I got so scared I was pregnant so I stopped.

A few stand outs: one guy was the step father of my brothers friend. He paid me to babysit and then fucked me from behind on his and his wife's bed while the kids played in the backyard. He liked licking my breasts which I found weird.

One guy was in his late 50's and took me clothes shopping. He spend maybe N300,000 on new jeans, dresses etc for me. He took me to a hotel and fucked me three times in a row, which surprised me because of his age.

Another I met at the park and wanted to fuck in the wooded area, he enjoyed public sex. He was a heavy guy and his weight on me was really uncomfortable. He ended up fucking my thighs on accident.

It's weird to look back on that time. Sorry if this reads weird, on my mobile.I did all these because I wanted to explore. Now I am ready to get married, my aunt whom I am living with says I shouldn't tell any guy I meet about my past life, but hey, I kinda think, it's only when they know I am capable that they will get to be committed with me......But it is sad, only the poor gets close to me. The worse part is that my new Kunle said,I must make love to his dog before we can think of marriage.